ugh, tadi aku begunting wah.
kana suruuh! :s





;p antah inda ku tau gunting cemana lagi, paksa lah Layer. :) 



he
eeh, bidaa!
















                  ugh, I miss my old hair! crap! :\

woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
sampai sudah 100 post! ;pp
apakan, bangga aku ah. ;pp

STOP SMOKING! IT WILL KILLS YOU!

(̅_̅_̅_̅(̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅̅_̅()ڪے

6:45 sampai ke sekolah tadi.
:) Aku semengat sekolah! *eww, since when? ;p aku semengat jumpa kawan ganya!  L.O.L.S!  hehehe
so yeah, aku anie bejalan pat hallway ontheway ke class, ugh.. ada binibini anie menantang aku saja.. perasanku, dari ku start pat sekolah atu ia menantang aku --'
hmmm...
sampai dah ke class
aku ke meja ku, and keluarkan POST DIARY ku, and check all my books *mana tau ada tinggal ;p
Yeah, my file yang tinggal di locker..
ke locker lagi..
hmmm.. 10mins.
sudah masuk ke class, ku lyt durang anie
ugh, sorang sorang nada membersihkan.
durang semua cerita, bediri, beibun, membuat h/w drg *meniru* and so on!
sian monitor nya anie, becakap sorang di class
Wazzy - bersihkan class
semua inda mendangar,
then..........................
;p keluar gila baie ku selajur.
Ayin - *screaming* wooi year 7I! inda kamu merati kah? monitor di dapan becakap ah menyuruh membersihkan class! bejurit wah!!
diam sorang sorang eyh ;p
so yeah,
membersihkan tah drg.. 
*bell ringing*

• Period 1 and 2:

Maths.
Peace of cake! sanaang! ;DD

• Period 3 :

IRK,  ;p cigu nya spotting! cool. 8) 
kami anie begila dgn cigu psl Facebook and boyfriend.
Cigu Fauziah - Ayin! Assistant Monitor mana?
Ayin  - Disini.
Cigu Fauziah - kau kah? yang facebook mu, Ain Nuur Ashryna anie? gambar mu yang kau makai baju grey kan?
Ayin - aik? cana leh teacher tau?
Cigu Fauziah - eleh, tau lah.. cigu add kau kali ah! and boy mu anie yang facebooknya Qastari Bohari kan?
Ayin - awu. ;p
Cigu Fauziah - mana yaa si Qidah ne?
Qeed - apa cigu?
Cigu Fauziah - Facebook mu anie yang Nurol Dua *berapakah tu* ;p
Qeed - mana ada
Cigu Fauziah - eyh! tau cigu deyh yang gambar mu yang munjung ah..
Qeed - mati kali eyh

beibun - ibun kami ah. ;pp
paling melabang suaranya, A K U! yaaaaaaaaaaaaah! ;pp

Period 3 & 4

• Science
  
  @Science Lab
  Monitor kami kana panggil uleh teacher disiplin psl antah, kana suruh yaa..
  so, aku lah in charge for everything.
  Teacher -um, Ayin, bagi salam
  Ayin - what me?
  Teacher - who else?
  Ayin - hehehe. okay, Assalamualaikum Warahmatula'ahhiwabaraktuh, Good Morning Teacher. Okay, Sit Down girls.
  Teacher - walaikumsallam, Goodmorning too. woow, Ayin, your voice mcm kanak - kanak
  Ayin - inda lah.
  
  kami tadi belajar pasal LaboGas, ;) and antah, aku lupaa.. hehehehe.
  
  
  
  B R E A K
  jalan jalan with them. :)
  
  period 5 :
  English , my fav. subject ever! ;DD
  Aku kana suruh di dapan membaca wah..  nyaring nyaring..
  :p
  
  period 5 and 6 :
  C C A!
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  UGAMA :
  kali ke dua aku masuk disiplin!
  aku lupa pakai seluar! shit.. mun ku gagas tadi.. mcm tah sampat!
  ugh, karang if ku akhir sedikit..
  yaajunya ku  masuk disiplin.
  
  shit!
  mati eyh! aku MAU LAMBAK!

Friidaaaay!

:)  7:45 AM :

`woke up.
`Shower
`Homework
`Project
`Breakfast.
`Revision
`Memalui

:DDD

then, nothing to do. --'
aku baca novels in 45mins
:) cara membuang stress..
hehehehee..
then, ada orang missed call aku, si Qidah..  and msg aku ia ckp "aku di dapan rumah mu"
;p lols. aku inda dapat reply, 'cause my credit 0.00$ ganyaa!!
;D

so yaaa, aku pun turun kebilik tamuu. ada Qidah.. ;)
then kami anie cerita cerita lah sambung menunggu si Zeer and si Fiqah..  heeee
15mins, barutah dtg bisdorang dua aneee..
iatah, curchat lah kami tiga anie psl sekolah kami haunted  ah.. sorang sorang kambang buluu.. :s
aku pun wah..  --'
paling banyak becerita aku.. ;p
hehehehe..
sudah atu,
Fiqah - anu, si Effa minta aga
Qidah - mati kali eyh, jauh lagi tuuu
Ain - awu eyh.. gilaaa kali.. 
Zeer - aga saja tah
Fiqah,Qidah,Ain - bah eyh

so yaaa.. kami anie pun kearcastreets lah, kan aga Effa. 
jauh wah rumah Effa anie.
cerita cerita lah kami sambil bejalan. ;DD  heeeh, barulah sampai di rumah Effa,
Qidah - Yin, kau jaa katuk pintu nya ah
Ain - bah
Ain - *knocking* Assalamualaikkum!
kana bukai, ada adik si Effa,
Erna - Effa cakap ia inda jadi, psl mama nya menyuruh pat org nikah, kaka si Taufiq
Qidah - Kima banar, kelmarin minta aga ia si palui ah.
Ain - awu eyh, baie.. anie kan ku jauh jauh bejalan

ugh.. bebalik lah kami.. 


kerumah ku lagi :
buat homework.
:D and makan..
cerita cerita sampai kul 3

kul 3, Fiqah balik awal.

dahtu kami kearchaaaaa.. 
duhh.. si Qidah dating.. --' batah lagi tuu..
sampai kul 5 wah.. 

aku dgn si Zeer inda mau menggangu,
kami begambar gambar laa.. <3 ;D


sudah kul 6
aku mandi..  ugh, kalat mata yoo!! awal lah ku tidur..  hehehehe..

Goodmorning! Rise and shine :D

cerah hari ini. ;pp 

oh Shit, project ku alum siap.. psl  family tree.. crapp. 

--'  alaaaaa..  

 

:D woke up early,    4:30am..

and tarus on lappy and check facebook.. ;pp 

nada papa kan dibuat wah ku check facebook ah.. nada jua dgn ku be W A L L or C H A T! hehehe..

so yeah, aku main cafe world shaa.. so yaaa..  aku pun makin boring main cafe world atu, then, berwudhu laa ku, kan Sembahyang Suboh. :)  lapas sembahyang Suboh, aku check facebook ku lagi and online kajap, rindu ku kan chat ah.. lama sudah inda buka wah. ;pp  maklum, tidak aktif.. saya hanya aktif dalam facebook. ;pp
so yeaaa..  at 5am, baru laa ku mandi..  sajuuuuk! :s    breakfast, sandwich talur and hot choc. ummph, and yeah, datang ke sekolah pukul 6:45am awal right? ;DD hehehehehehehe..   awal awal aku ganya seorang dtg keclass anie. hmm, oh Effa! ;pp ia datang awal jua.. selalunya akhir.. hehehe.. then, kami baca Al-Quran,
:) then, period maths, oh God, the damn thing, aku tambus tadi.. memalukan eyh.. sial.. -__-
hehehe


Tengahari :
Auna and Effa stayb. dirumah... heeee.. siuk kami begila ah.. ;pp
drg jatuh cinta tempat abang ku.. mihir. hahaha
sudah pukul 1 baru lah kami ke schoolah sama sama.. * eyh, mun drg jiran ku setiap hari tuu tanie sama sama.. hahaha
kami inda belajar.. cuma buat Latihan Tajwid duii maaa sanang.
aku sama Auna, memuklin..
Ahakss
;pp apakan.
sudah balik.. ughh! sleepy! tetidur lah ku..  balum lagi mandi tu.. ;pp 
sudah kul 9 baru ku bangun and mandi.. check facebook kajap.. ugghh.. tetidur ku tyme ku chat dgn siUmmul ah.. :\

I Still Remember When I First Saw You ♥

:D somewhere in Ugama Lambak Kanan.
2009,
we're were friend on that day!

lookin' into your eyes, how lucky I am, Im finally, found my true love!

so yeah, I've crush on you on that day, ;pp
I tried to tell you that "I like you" but Im afraid to tell you. haha..
But now,
your mine at last. ;')
Muhd.Qastari

I Love It When You Look At Me And Smile :)

Bed time story : what LOVE is?

My grandmother passed away on January 2000. She was 68 years old and had multiple health problems. A few days after her funeral, I was at her home with my grandfather. We were looking at a wall of pictures they have in the den. He picked up a picture of him and his wife on their wedding day. They were both young, slim, beautiful, happy people. He looked at that picture and then he looked at me and said, "This is how I saw her every day of my life." At that moment, I understood what love is.











the story is short but its long enough to stay in my head..














To me, love is YOU, YOU is forever


good night..

when the boredom strikes me! xD

the meaning of B I T C H

BITCH : Beauty.Intelligent.Top.Cute.Hot ;D ♥

hehe.. yang selama anie mengucap aku BITCH ;D thank you soo much! hahaha.. 

Mata ini indah melihatmu
Rasa ini rasakan cintamu
Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu
Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu

Dan biarkan aku padamu
menyimpan sejuta harapan aku padamu
Rasa ini tulus padamu
Takkan berhenti sampai nanti ku mati

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta
Pesona ku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa
Biarkan aku 'kan mencoba
Tak perduli kau berkata 'tuk mau atau tidak

Mata ini indah melihatmu
Rasa ini rasakan cintamu
Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu
Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu



Eseeh, jiwang. ;pp

I like the way you sound in the morning,
we're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus,
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


well I like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me
http://www.elyricsworld.com/jump_then_fall_lyrics_taylor_swift.html

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,
I'll catch you
the time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
but I'll hold you through the night until you smile

whoa oh I need you baby
don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me


baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna through it all so jump then fall

jump then fall baby
jump then fall into me, into me

every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine
and every time you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me

yeah

awww.. what a amazing trick!! :D
thanks a lot G!
buduh eyh.. ngapa ko kan? sakitkan aku anie?
mati kali eyh,
ada ku buat dusa pat mu dang?
yang ko tarus tarus membual pat cigu ah!!
mengapa?
supaya cigu atu sasak aku kah?
ko ucap aku puklin..
ko yang puklin! ketawa te ahahahahaks ahahaks.. 

kirakan samsing lah ko tu? membalak baju mu ah..
emmmbah..
alum ku takut eyh mun ganya ko tua dari aku inda semestinya ku mesti hormat arah mu!!
who care ko kaya..
show off!
Dang, mun ganya kan show show off barang anie jangantah dulu..
if sasak aku atu, gitau jaa..
inda payah tah kan mengumpat aku dari belakang..
backstabber,
you better backoff! aku pun inda mau bekawan sama ko!
FYI, aku pun bulih tu membual pat cigu ah.. ;D
.|.

I need you more than ever. Don’t let go, never let me go. I’m begging you don’t let me go because I’m falling apart without you

        atu boyfriend ku, :D
kambar siam si Gerrard! :DD
'Ayie 9'

he's hot that make me melt!
cair ku eyh.. ;pp

The Killers :D

:D my fav. band!!

Mr.Brightside :

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look - it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies [acoustic version of the song says: "Swimming through sick lullabies"]
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'˜Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

'Cause I just can't look - it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies [acoustic version of the song says: "Swimming through sick lullabies"]
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...
I never...

Somebody Told Me :

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
I'm ready, let's roll onto something new

'Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself for me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now
When all I wanna do is try

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around




Human :
I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind

And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord

Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Hear my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could

And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye, wish me well
You've gotta let me go

Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?

Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know, is your heart still beating?

Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?

You've gotta let me know

Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?

:D Annoying.

:D palui wah video nya anie.
I know this from Faatihah

:D yeah, all my friends told me that, si Ayie like Mickey mua nya.. 
I still dont trust 'em
but when, I look his photo.. yess it is.. his face exactly same with Mickey!! :DD

:D Minnie and Mickey

I wanna fall into you
And i wanna be everything
You want me to
But i'm not sure i know how
I lose faith and i lose ground
Then i see you i remember

It doesn't matter what i say
Cause it always seems you're taking
Me the wrong way
But if you could read my mind you'd see
I fight myself all the time
When i see you i surrender

Standing a wilder share
I got my head up in the clouds
I ain't got no sense of direction now

I wanna lie next to you
And i wanna do everything you want me to
Sometimes i wish at the sky
I imagine how the sky look like
When i see you i remember

(¯`v´¯ )
.`·.¸.· ´♥
¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨)
(¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´ ¸¸.·¨¯```AYIEEE

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
“Hey, you know, this could be something”
‘Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I’m left with nothing

‘Cause maybe it’s true
That I can’t live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything’s okay
I’m finally now believing

That maybe it’s true
That I can’t live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, “Hey,”

Maybe it’s true
That I can’t live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I’m thinking
I can’t live without you
‘Cause, baby, two is better than one
There’s so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I’ll figure it out
When it’s all said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one



:) when the first time, I hear this song..
My tears started to fall. :')
because, It remains me of YOU BABE! ♥AYIE. :)

hai. woke up around 3.15 this morning..
you know what?
aku kesajukkan dan ketakutan~ hahahaha..
*penakut. :D
so yeah, aku on lampu and membuat project English and Sci. ku. :)
tangah malam buta wah aku ah membuat project ah. ;pp
then, my project sudah siap.. both of 'em.  pukul 4.30am
kejamban bewudhu..
sembahyang Subuh lah ku. :)
*sajak bila aku ah, sembahyang subuh. :pp
after that..
aku pun kalat mata udah.. so back to sleep again. :3

:) bangun kul 8.00am.
kejamban :
-Berus gigi
-Mandaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! :D

dibilik laa ku, lyt tv.

beparam disana.. ahaks! *puklin. ;pp

ugh, someone was knocking on my door!
here's come Rayyan.
datang tyaa mengacau barang ku.
aku biarkan lah saja..  ignore jaa..
5mins : 
hairan ku kenapa si Rayyan teranah duduk duduk ..
sekali, ku lyt si Rayyan anie.. *cough*
menguyak gambar ku di wallet ku. baie..
nasib jua bukan gambar si Qas dikuyak nya.. ;pp

breakfast :
-Sandwich.
-Hot choc.
-Chips

:) and my phone ringing , I answer it.
it was my kajeen
Faatihah : ada ko dirumah ?
Ayin : ada eyh,
Faatihah : oh.. inda wah, aku anie kan kerumah mu wah.
Ayin : heeee! bah datang tah, aku keburingan nie disini ah.. nada bedangan.
Faatihah : kajap yoo! si Ayai kan becakap.
Ayai : hoi Tabak bauta!
Ayin : HAHAHAHA. kau tabak bauta, puklin.
Ayai : kau tu, anu.. bytheway, sorry nyamooo aku nada sekolah kelamarin ah..
Ayin : baie.
Ayai : esok?
Ayin : antah lah, bah datang rumah ku!
Ayai : malam kali, or patang ane.
Ayin : 0h
Faatihah : Mall?
Ayin : malas ku eyh
Faatihah : baik adang. ;pp abis jaa credit. bah see yaa cuz!
Ayin : bye.

-_-' boring ku dirumah anie.. all family ku ke Miri, except my sis and my dad.
memalui plus memanat ku ganya dirumah ah..

us. :)

Having fun on Friday kelmarin!!
doing project with my friends. :)
-Fiqah
-Qidah
-Zurah
-Effa
and ketinggalan si Auna.. tapi ia inda jadi datang. :')
from 12afternoon - 5 pm :)

:) doing our project while begambar. :)












;D After done doing the project!

1 , 2 and JUMP!! :D
di garage abang ku.
















p.s : aku upload sikit ganya, so check 'em at my album 'US ♥ ;D'

Holla there readers. :)

yeah, nyaman tidur ku atu. sampai inda lagi tebangun bangun..

ugh, sasak ku sekolah anie. -_-

late woke up tadi, 6:40am? oh God.

aku anie over confident bah.. pikirku hari anie hari Khamis. ;pp

late datang. sleppy.

PE PE PE. :P

then, kami kana suruh belari dua round, duii.. piece of cake! ;p

sanang..

yeah.. no SWEAT! :D

then History. (: all my ans. are correct!!

English (:

Science. (:

B.Melayu :\

-Getting low and low.

if ku buat karangan tunggang tebalik bah yang ku buat atu.

even aku update status pun or update blog, antah eyh.. Aku sendiri membaca pun inda paham wah. ;pp

I cant beat the high score in BM!

After that,

BM :

seorang seorang kana suruh kedapan then, mengkenalkan diri sama lyt kan project drg and explain. di Mulai dgn c Amal. baru aku. ;p

Teacher - Assistant Monitor lapas anie.

Ayin - what the? *kabak kabak

teacher - bah, laju kedapan tah dayang eyh.

Ayin - hai, nama saya Ain Nur Ashryna alias Aressa, 12 tahun. Dilahirkan pada 17 Julai 1997 dan bercita cita ingin seorang doktor haiwan.

Teacher - bagus. Hobi mu apa?

Ayin - ah? Hobi. ;p

melayari internet seperti check facebook *jujur lagi tu eyh :p

, mendangar lagu , membaca novel dan berenang *small voices

Teacher - ah? Barandam dalam aying?

Ayin - apakan?

So yeah, dahtu meliat kan projek ku didapan, dapan all senior pasal tokoh.

tunggang tebalik bah cara ku becakap atu.

Ketawa drg semua.. *maluuuu.

 malu ku wah.. I still dont get it.. Why BM ku low ane kan? :(

ugama:

:p oh yeah, nyaman eyh.. Masuk disiplin ku! Pasal inda makai scaf rambut and seluar dalam. *tau kamu tu? :p bukan panties eyh! I mean belapis wah! Hahahaha.

Yatah, nya cigu ku ane

cg.Jijah : nah ko! Yatah tu.. Cg suruh dari ko datang udah tu makai scaf sama seluar ah, inda jua merati..

Ayin - puklin wah..

Panas x ah makai seluar ane.

Cg.Jijah - eyh, pakai saja tyaa !

Mun pat matahari nampak jua tu kakimu. Mun lawa inda jua.

Ayin - panat, lawa jua kaki ku ane.

Cg.Jijah - *menyingkap kain ku*

padan jua inda mau beseluar, kaki putih. Kan show off?

Ayin - antah cigu eyh.

Baieeeeee. Sasak ku masuk disiplin ane bah. -_-

so yeah,

finally my dad balik from hospital.

one week without any laugh or fun,  :(

but now, yeay! He's fine fine fine fine! :)
yatah, tarus ku kebilik nya and and ;
Ayin - DADDDDDY!
Dad - ah? 

Ayin - anu bah! bila aku pindah balik ke Lambak ah? inda ku tahan eyh sana ah.. gila antapnyaa..
BORING TO THE MAX!
Dad - eyh, tunggu.. baru jua daddy bagas operation nie.. so be patient
Ayin - how Im gonna patient?  inda ku tahan wah.   I sware to God.  It soo fucking boring there!
Dad - awu bah awu!
Ayin - :D yeay!
Dad - ada ku jumpa Principal di Lambak.

yeah, aku happy tyme ku balik from ugama psl bapa ku balik tadi and we're having Doa Selamat.

kajen kajen gila ku pun ada datang, the Mohammad's Family and the Zain's Family. :)

on my sister punya lappy aku edit edit gambar.

dahtu becakap tah kajen ku sorang anie ; -

Faatihah - Yin, cua ko buka Youtube.

Ayin - kajap

Faatihah - Search Facebook Celebrity

Ayin - anie?

Faatihah - click tah

*lagg wah vid. nya ah.

while menunggu aku chat with my boyf. ;D

Faatihah - eyh yin cua kau lyt caranya begambar ah, poklin mcm c Qidah!

Ayin - hahaha. baie, pengucap. :P bestfriend ku tu dang eyh

Amin - HAHAHAHA. mcm si Ayin becakap, R nya lain. ;p

Ayin - shittos.

Faatihah - aha awu eyh.

Ayin - Darn you both guys! adi - beradi  bastard! :P

Amin - dah! she's not my sister!

Faatihah - whatever.

Ayin - pak lah kamu dua! :P

yeah, thats me and boyf. curchat. ;p

sad love story form Izzaty Ningsheh note. :')

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend.
Until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other friends .
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...

"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can't"
"Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No... I am going to meet a friend...

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before.

To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all.
He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days...
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...

Then one day...

Me: Um, Jin, I ...
Jin: What...don't drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ......you....um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many...

Then one day came, my 10th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
I was disconned all my friends call just waiting for his call...
But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin...
Jin: Here...take this...
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What's this?
Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted... "Wait..."

Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.

"I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."

That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb... and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn't want to say it easily... How could he.... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street... with another girl who was handing him a doll... He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll...
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell...
Why did he gave these to me...
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.

Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that... it's going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual...

Me: I don't need it.
Jin: What....why...

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

"I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he became a deaf and dumb person and ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then...

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

"Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted...

But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

"Jin, move!"
HONK~!!
"Boom!"
That sound, so terrifying.

That's how he went away from me.
That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him...
And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love...

"One...two... three..." That was how... I started to count the dolls...
"Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..."
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...

"I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls, shocked.

"I....lo..ve...you??" I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

"I love you~ I love you~" It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.

"I love you~"

"I love you~"

"I love you~"

Those words came out non-stop.
I...love you... Why didn't I realize that....
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much.

"Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... I love you..."

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...

For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life....

********

This Story telling us not to be afraid of expressing our Feelings to someone who is our life and try to understand others feeling and their problems before getting fire upon them with anger remember to break a heart a word is enough but to join it whole life is not enough....

Treat every relationship as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give.

Treat every moment as if it's the last day, then you'll know how to Treasure.

Treasure what you have right now, or else you may regret one day...

._. Tadi malam, tebangun at 3 oclock. Oh sleepy! ;s

Sajuk~ and aku takut tidur dimalam atu..

;) if he hug me, ofcourse aku inda kesajukkan lagi and if ya ada dangani aku tidur, I wont be afraid anymore. * ;b

raining..raining. S A J U K!

Aku pakai jacket and blanket udah tu.. * freezing.

-__- yeah, inda ku betidur dimalam atu.. Ku bawa lyt tv astro nada channel psl ujan, so aku pasang dvd cerita 'the last house on the left'

then, mcm ada something duduk duduk pat desk ku atu.. Ya Allah, kambang bulu ku. Tapi, aku ignore saja. Aku keep concentrate lyt cerita atu.. Tapi yang benda atu mcm hampir udah wah.. *paham paham lah apa benda atu. ;b

woahs, atu yaa aku ah tarus menutup dvd and tv laju laju and aku membaca ayat kursi. *panatt..

Tetidur tah ku.

Then ada mimpi. ;b *becerita tah ku ne

our story ;-

once upon a time,

there was a girl name Ayin.. & a boy name Ayie.. c( :

so, we're walking at the beach, holdings hand and watch sunset together..

meanwhile.

Me : do you love me?

Him : totally Y E S.

Me : :)

Him : :) *he's smile back at me, and kiss me on my cheecks!

Me : for what? *malu malu. ;b

Him : nada. (; and this for you. *membagi teddy bear.

Me : aww, thats so sweet babe! (;

and........................

Tebangun tah ku! ;b

I look at my mirror.. And, I talked to myself "oh, it just a dream" ;(

and, take my showerrrr

buat homeworkk.. ;)

then jalan ke hua hoo serusop , bali barang art.

Dahtu M U M.

Milih milih makanan lah ku,

then, ada perempuan datang and talk to me.

Girl - ayin?

Me - huh? Siapa ne?

Girl - Erah, kau punya bestfriend dulu drjah 3.

Me - *thinking thinking* oh KAU Rah!

Erah - heeee. Mana kau sekolah eyh?

Me - masna. Kau?

Erah - menglait Gadong.

Me - oh, okay.

Erah - hmmph. Ayin, kau nampak makin pindik dari aku and berisi!

Me - awu, makin pindik ku ! Berisi? Inda lah..

Erah - awu banar berisi wah kau ah. Sama makin lawa.

Me - hahahaha. Inda.

Erah - astahh. Bh bye balik ku.

Me - bye.

Oh, rindu ku iaaa! ;)

so, aku pun balik lahh..



and balik. and on my sister my lappy
as usually! edited gambar ;p
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